Normal is boring, sometimes, you know. I knew that I am going to get quarantined for 15 days. And I was ready and quite excited to take this challenge knowing that it’s going to be hard, cause sometime it’s good to divert life from normal ways. It was a new challenge for a girl like me to stay in a hotel room for 15 days without having fresh air or without having face to face contact of living beings. Since, I love to take challenges, I was physically and mentally prepared for this.
My “Mirror Room”! Yes, I named it “Mirror Room” as the whole room is surrounded by mirror. Though it was not so large but I think, I got enough space for living 15 days here. The most important thing of this room is the very large window from where I can view outside world. Thanks to God, human being still exists out there. And I love the window side only for the reason that at least I can see the beauty of weather, the sunlight, rain, trees, birds, air and most importantly peoples.
Although I was prepared for the situations, as days are passing, I started feeling lonely and stressed without any reason. Of course, I am a human being, so its normal to feel these ways. Is my mind now trying to make me fall into its trap of loneliness? Is my insight getting messy day by day? No chance! I have to keep in mind, life is beautiful and of course its messy sometimes that never goes according to plan. That doesn’t mean one can’t survive when she is passing through tough times. Of course, there is light in the end of tunnel.
“Life is beautiful and of course its messy sometimes that never goes according to plan.”
My feeling of nothing to do is getting deep into mind and seems I am not engaged in the world. Am I loosing my Focus? I don’t need to be afraid to put my dream in action. I am not afraid to try. Rather, it’s better to switch negative thoughts to happiness and joy in life. There are too many reasons to stay happy. And today is valentine’s day the whole world is showering with love. Love in the crowd is so colorful with so many objects and purposes. But here in this mirror room, Love is black and white, simple, sweet and pure. The definition of love changes with the time, place and situations though love remain the same. Like this, Each and every upcoming level of your life will demand a different version of you based on the situations.
“The definition of love changes with the time, place and situations though love remain the same.”
Life is very short and every situation of it is temporary. A beautiful bird is sitting in a tree I can see through my window. It is raining out there with a wind. The bird is still sitting there not only because it needs a shed to save itself from getting wet, but also it knew how strong its leg and wings to save itself from the wind. Apparently, like the bird, A strong girl can never give up rather she come back stronger after crossing the tunnel. I am trying to divert my thought of being loneliness to create happiness with what I have now.
Now I can relate, the writer of “365 Days for Travelers” truly wrote “Where is happiness? Why Keep Praying to the divine for happiness or begging the Buddha for a way to find happiness? Happiness has always been in our hearts.”
“Where is happiness? Why Keep Praying to the divine for happiness or begging the Buddha for a way to find happiness? Happiness has always been in our hearts.”
Well I don’t need many things to pleasant my mind, one cup of coffee with small lovely talk (right now over the phone) is enough for me.
Oh Mind! Why human mind changes every time? Sometimes it feels like the spring, sometimes feels like Queen, sometimes like the Ocean and again sometimes it is full of emptiness. Mind is boundless and nobody can control mind. And my mind is now showering with joy as I am going outside tomorrow, I can feel the nature again. It feels like, God is giving me another opportunity to live happily in human world. Life is beautiful and I am going to make the rest of my life, the best of my life. I am in.
“Life is beautiful and I am going to make the rest of my life, the best of my life. I am in.”